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Thursday, August 19, 2004

unease

This last week I have felt very unsure of myself. I have been second guessing decisions, wondering about choices, checking out things that I'm usually confident about. I'm not sure what has shaken confidence. (I'm a last born so confidence has never been a strong point but this is much more than that). I feel unease about EVERYTHING!! I think I'm driving my friends crazy --needing to be nudged to pray or say my piece of something--I love being a part of community but right now (without confidence) I'd just like to hide away and be alone. I'm never sure if this is just "me" or if this is a bigger picture of something else so I'll just throw it out there into the mix and see if anyone has anything to say.